This is just me. Talking to myself.

" What are you doing? "


I don't understand your piece of art but i love it


" Why i love it ? "


Because i don't understands it


" How can you love something you don't even understand ? "


 Why not?


" Give me reasons, please "


Do i need reasons to tell you why i am hungry ?


Do i need reasons to tell you why i needed to pee ?


And do i also need reasons to tell you why i have to sleep ?


And do i even..


" Stop ! "

Okay.

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"I am batman"

(2012)

Someday

i will have my revenge to the world

i will

i promise

...

The rules of having a crush and fall in love

It would take atleast 3 seconds to fall

And 4 minutes to decide whether

Is it love? or just a crush?

Are you serious or it just a hobby

Prepare for any unwanted emotions

Prepare for any heart injuries

Prepare to be rejected

Prepare for "friendzone"

No stalking,no phone numbers without permission

No staring more than 30 seconds

No harassment,No touching

No secrecy,no love letters

No stupid notes

No sudden phone calls

No blind dating

No judging

No faking

No lying

No nothing

None.

"If you like someone,tell the truth." 

Missing

LOST ft.Rose
(2012) 

2012

Why i hate you

Everyday i'm looking and searching for reasons

even the tiniest of the reasons there is to hate you

i will never give up and i set in my mind that someday

SOMEDAY

i will and i will definitely hate you no matter what

i believe in it and i will do whatever it takes to hate you

i'll swear that i'll do anything i swear to GOD

I'll do ANYTHING

just for that hatred

but i failed

and worst

i end up hating myself instead...

Special entry for special person

Story 1#

For all the wasted mornings i'm too afraid to call you

For all the wasted noon i'm shy to ask you out for lunch

For all the wasted evening i'm willing to sacrafice not to be with you

For all the nights that i'm afraid to text you wish you goodnight

I'm sorry.I miss you

Story 2#

I said ego will kill a man

You said power will ruin the world

I said someday we'll meet again

You said this world is too fragile

So someday when we meet again

We'll rule this world

p/s: See you soon..

Dreams

Why so serious?

(2009)

(1991)

I use to have a dream

When i was younger

I want to change the world

I want to save it but then

That time the world is chaos

Everybody is dying

I feel so sad and depressed

I was too young

Too childish too weak

Immature and useless

(2012)

I had a dream

I want to change the world

I want to burnt this world

All the living and non living

I want to hear them scream

I want to hear them cry

When everything turn to ashes

I will plant new trees

Just trees and plants

The world will breath again

The World will be saved again

I promise..

Reasons not to hate

I hate you

it's simple

and clear

Circle Of Hatred (Life)

Sooner or later

you will end up hating the person you know

you use to care

you use to like

you use to love

you will

fear not the hatred

it is part of you

when you say i love you

you know you don't mean it

but when you say i hate you

you mean it

and yes

i hate you.

Frozen language

I don't want to hear a word

I wanna see actions

I ain't gonna read those plans

I wanna see execution

I didn't want to do it

unless you force me to do it

not with words

prove with actions

please..

The missing words

Everyday i woke up every morning

wishing that someday people

will no longer use words for communication

wishing they will forget how to use it

because most of them didn't keep it

promises and lies are the same

keep on talking

keep on making promise

there are no promiser nor talker no more

you just

a LIAR..

Perfect

Chinese girl (2010)

You're too beautiful

you're too nice

you're too honest

you're so noble

you're too good

you're too FAKE..

you just..

FAKE..

The nothingness that awaits the sinner

The school ring bells

your parent is waiting

the payment day

your family weekend dinner

college is over

its our annual dinner

its friday night

its date night

its the end of the world

say all your sorry because its already too late

its the day you die

choose to regret or forget

its judgement day

its heaven or hell

but there's nothing actually awaits you

it just nothing

nothingness...

The Fear Of Losing

"You die when you stop feelings,but heartless will live forever.."

The Symbol

The apple

and the number 9

and the heartless

these symbols

i finally understand the true meaning of the symbol tonight

and hard to believe i forgot about what the symbol really meant to me

it meant everything from the first place

im glad i finally being able to translate

the metaphor of the heartless symbol

the apple relevent

and all the meanings behind it

all the answers are already there

all in one.

" This is not the translations.."

Just Words..

You told me to stay outside distance from the Glass cage


It hurts to say I hope you weren't alone


But what hurts more is knowing I wasn't there beside you.


But he is..

Then you're safe. and that matters the most to me.

Distortion

Do you remember?
When we were young, there was a door we couldn't reach even standing on tiptoes
Not caring about the time, we just wandered about
and always end up in the road's maze.

I couldn't stop myself from unconsciously searching for your smile
Even now, nothing has changed,I still keep on running to you.

No matter how apart we are, our feelings are linked and connected together.
Even if a mischievous fate befalls us,it will never break.

Someone should have noticed
That the future that we've been yearning for is just ahead
Someday, on a clear cloudless day,
I want to show you a world where the tools of war had already disappeared.


This world's falling apart, where people can't stop hurting each other
But because I've met you, I don't fear anything anymore.


I don't care how much my body burns, as long as it's for you.
I'll fly up the pure white heavens and protect you

No matter how apart we are, our feelings our connected.
Even if a mischievous fate befalls me,it will never break.

I don't care how much my body burns, as long as it's for you.
I would be nice if one day, I can show you the world born anew.......

Final Chapter

Yeah!

The New Story..

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So tomorrow will be?

a very beautiful day

and yesterday will be

the sweetest memories

M.A.V.E.R.I.C.K.S

(Coming soon 2011)

It Will never Heals

Never will

Never Would

It just... It just can't you know

Sometimes people can't see the scars

And "not all wounds will heal thing"

Is a bullshit

It's between took time to heal

Or you Die with..

The dark side of me

Funny is

Something to proud of

I've never changed never will

all metaphors ends at one point where

People's judgement is no longer right

it's time the metaphors ends

It's all about courage

and sacrifices

If you can't even make one

what's makes you a winner of the game you've created

it makes you a failure

Never forgive never forget

this time

everything finally seems..

a lil bit okay

...

" This is a METAPHOR.."